not pregnant

It's not that it was very likely - I knew that. It's not the right time, we haven't got any money etc., but I just can't help feeling a little bit sad.  Sounds silly I know but there you go.
Things are looking up for us, my partner has a new job, we are going to be able to move into a flat, we're getting married - still it would have been nice to be pregnant at the same time as my sister.  So still not trying, but I'm off the pill.  Let's see what happens...

Wedding Daze

I'm getting married next year! This is very strange to me.  I always kind of assumed I would but now it's starting to be real.  I've been looking into costs and by god is it expensive! I never wanted the whole white wedding thing, but even so the guest list is getting bigger and bigger.  I reckon it will end up at about 30 people at the ceremony and and 80 people at the reception.  I swear if I could get married on-line I would.  It's a whole year away and I'm starting to get stressed about it already.  Not to mention I'm going to have to organise finding and renting a flat for me and Lee and moving into it and buying necessary furniture in a couple of months. 
I reckon we can get an engagement ring for c.£300, a wedding dress for c.£140, get my sister to do invitations, get my other sister to do some sort of gift bag for guests, do without the wedding list and get people to bring a bottle, hire a hall for about £400, get buffet catering for c£200 and £200 worth of drinks.  Is that everything? I sincerely doubt it and we're up to £1240 already. Wish me luck