It's not that it was very likely - I knew that. It's not the right time, we haven't got any money etc., but I just can't help feeling a little bit sad. Sounds silly I know but there you go.
Things are looking up for us, my partner has a new job, we are going to be able to move into a flat, we're getting married - still it would have been nice to be pregnant at the same time as my sister. So still not trying, but I'm off the pill. Let's see what happens...